i will follow a set of deep tracks. other people stay hidden as the cars rest under snow drifts.

i love snow. it's magical. and it has been coming down for the past two days. we must have gotten at least a foot just this afternoon. and the best part is today was my day off. i spent yesterday frustrated that i have no social life because of my early hours at work, but today i spent the afternoon on the mountain with good friends and new friends. and i get to do it all again tomorrow.

i wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile.

"i wish the way i dressed was your favorite kind of style. i wish you couldn't figure me out, but you always wanna know what i was about." -kate nash nicest thing

i think i am really good at having really intense, really brief encounters. good in the sense that i seem to find myself in these situations of getting to know someone quite often. but just as quickly as they utter the phrase "you blow my mind," they are gone. and i am bad at this type of encounter in the fact that i am invested and it hurts. i wish i could just cut people out. sometimes i wish that i didn't feel so much. getting left behind burns. and i am afraid i will be alone forever. meh.