i wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile.

"i wish the way i dressed was your favorite kind of style. i wish you couldn't figure me out, but you always wanna know what i was about." -kate nash nicest thing

i think i am really good at having really intense, really brief encounters. good in the sense that i seem to find myself in these situations of getting to know someone quite often. but just as quickly as they utter the phrase "you blow my mind," they are gone. and i am bad at this type of encounter in the fact that i am invested and it hurts. i wish i could just cut people out. sometimes i wish that i didn't feel so much. getting left behind burns. and i am afraid i will be alone forever. meh.